头发 2

昨天外出，朋友问：
喂，你没钱剪头发啊?

因此，头发的话题又开始了....大家你一句我一句的：
不是啦，他不是没有钱，是想学仔仔....
你这样子很像狮子。

天啊，说我像狮子，这些人还真的不怕我会发脾气。再说，有长得那么好看的狮子吗?

算了....

头发

从很久很久以前，很多人就爱问：
欸，为什么不要留长发?

有的更过分，直接说：
喂，我不能想象你留长发啦....

我的回答总是很简单：
留长发很麻烦。
或者，
我不喜欢。

对于过分的问题，就要有一个带杀气，又可以让对方闭嘴的回答方式：
不能想象就不要想象.......

由于最近很久没有出门，所以头发不知不觉地长了。然后就会有人问：
喂，做么头发这么长了，不打算剪啊?

做人真的很难....

还有更白痴的，她说：
喂，这样很有女人味....

我带着有杀气的眼神回答：
这句话给我吞回去，我不想把晚餐吐出来。

前几天出门，作势把头发用手给握住，让朋友大概看看我绑头发的样子。你知道他们说什么吗?
哎哟，还是很像男生。

中学末时期，曾经有个家伙，听到别人要我留长发的时候说了这么一句话：
留长发一定会像女生的么?金城武，仔仔他们的头发也没有短到哪里去咯....日星韩星也很流行半长不断的发型。说不定她把头发留到半长不短的时候会比现在更帅，更好看。

哇靠，好一句话啊!真不知道是贬还是褒....

各位，你们真的很难伺候，一时一样。短发时要求我留长发，头发稍微长了一点点时又问我何时要去理发，还说留个半长不断的发型也很像男生....我讨厌留长发，没有特别原因，就是不想浪费洗发精，不想花时间打理那一头杂草般的头发，不愿意顶着一头乱发出门。

啊~真想翻脸啊....

忍者

忍....

最近多了一个身份--忍者。是忍别人的人，不是日本的忍者。

每天都在忍，其实也不知道是为了什么在忍。很多人说我很冷血，偏偏我在这种事情上却不完全的冷血，现在这种进退两难的处境，目前除了忍，没有更好的方法...

今天早上躺在床上忍窗外邻居装修厨房的声音，我差一点就忍不住，对着窗外破口大骂了!钻墙壁的声音从我还没有起床一直延续到现在，妈的....

曾经上静坐课程的时候，其中有学到说不应该过分忍让。

有时候碍于超级多的因素所以话不能讲得太白，说多了就等于扯破脸皮。对方是不是应该要有一点自知之明?不然，你也要站在别人的立场想一想嘛，啊不然你以为我是神啊?他们以为这种忍法跟忍屎任尿的忍法一样啊?

不过说得也对啦，我每天这样子个忍法，我想我也快变神了。如果这种事情我也能忍到这样的程度，我相信以后忍屎忍尿对我来说也不算是什么了...

我又不欠他们，为什么要忍这样多?我平时都不忍屎忍尿的，现在要忍这样的事情，我真的快忍不下去了!

不高不低

用以上的四个字形容我自己好像很贴切。

我没有长得很高，虽然也不觉得自己长得很矮，但是常常被嫌矮。不高不低的...

我这个人好像从做的每一件事都没有很成功，总是会处在这种不上不下，不高不低的状态。

学术不精早就不是什么大新闻了。我那比股市起幅度更大的成绩分数已经差不多要把我吓出心脏病来了。不是没有努力，可能不够，所以我的成绩水准只能停在这种不高不低的地方。不能怨天，又不想怪自己，但是有时候还是会控制不了自己开始脸黑。

不止学术，就算以前在中学时期所参与的事情都没有很高的成就。虽然没有说完全失败到连一点收获都没有，但是90%的付出都付诸于水。没有成就，但是赢得了那么一点点的人气，不算太糟，所以不高不低的。不认识的同学大概只知道那个脸很臭，弹吉他，打鼓，拍照的家伙。可能连名字都说不出。

对于弹吉他，爵士鼓和钢琴的本领也没有掌握得很好，半桶水。中学时期常常在台上表演，但是却不喜欢在家里弹奏乐器，常常被爸爸念。总是很怕在家庭聚会的时候被哪个谁谁说：欸，很无聊嘞，JR，奏一曲来听听啦。天啊，听到这句话我只想揍人，完全没有想奏曲的感觉...这种不高不低的本领，我才不想在那么多人面前献丑。

不高不低，是好事吗?

Happy 2007

It's another New Year Eve I spent in front of my TV set.It's the same moment that everyone goes through every year.As usual,it's the live show from Taipei by TVBS,with various artist presenting.But the Animax channel kinda distract me alot from the show.

And so,when the clock stroke 12 Mayday sang our [KMT2006 B1] theme song.Yes,I miss those days.And before I noticed,I was singing along so loud in my living room.I probably woke my parents up.

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Important things of 2006?

Lets see...MUFY is definitely the main thing of the year,occupied almost 3/4 of the year.Met a bunch of great friends,good people with sincere heart,true.Not like any of the hypocrites that I've known.In MUFY,there're these extremely crazy lecturers and absolutely-annoying-irritating-coursemates which makes me feel so freaking bad about myself in studies.Anyway,not to be forgotten,Talent Quest.Okay,lets skip this.Ah,and the MUFY grad night,which I am both happy and unhappy to miss out.

Yeah,that's all about MUFY,I guess.

Well,at least nothing too bad occured in 2006.Don't remind me of the confidence-crushing alphaberts that I got earlier this year.No one kiss me on a bus and I didn't received any weird weird presents or letters. *Phew*

A new year has come.But a new year comes every year,it's a never ending cycle.I don't think this year should be any different from the past.I don't usually hope for those unrealistic wishes in every new year,such as getting a someone or getting taller,and I don't see why should I this year.Life will goes on as usual,the sunrise and sunset will not stop.

Since I'm now a year older,I hope to see a better me.I wish I can be mentally stronger,care more about the surroundings,more excel is the things that I'm in to.I used to be evil,and I don't wish to change myself too much,I still wanna be evil.I hope to see through others feeling but I seriously hope I won't meet people who can see through me in a glance.

Oh,and one more.I wish those hypocrites will realize how annoying they are.

It's 2007.Let the challenge begins.

以牙还牙

以牙还牙?

虽然不太像我的作风，但是我想偶尔我也应该坏一下，不是吗?

我想我又更了解我自己一点点了。我很讨厌被忽略的感觉。当已经没有人注重那些琐碎的事情，我也不应该要因为以前是怎样怎样怎样而顾虑那么多了。

Merry Christmas.

I'm home,finally...I've been away for 5 days.

Went to Cameron Highlands with my Singapore Uncle's family,it's cold.Only started to enjoy the coldness on the second day.Reminds me of the time in Taiwan,absolutely a year ago.And because I'm not in KL,I went out without combing my hair,and I regretted about that.To be accurate,I traveled without my comb.Wait,I don't even have a comb at home.We had dinner at a restaurant.After sitting down about 20 minutes,someone called my name.I turned around,and it's Jiayee.Absolutely shocking.I turned to my family and the first thing I said was:Shit,my hair...I started to sweat like a pig.This is unexpected and unbelievable,haha!

After Cameron Highlands,we went to Penang.Met with Munjong and Khengnyee at xmas eve night.Clubbing-King-Munjong brought us to a cafe and ordered two bottles of red wine,he even met someone who used to sell Whiskey in some club.B'day girl Shengyee came and joined us after countdown.And I think she was drunk after drinking a glass or two.Today,before leaving,had lunch at a restaurant near the Hotel.And guess what,someone shouted my name again when I was about to leave the place.Oh my god!It almost frighten me to death.I can't stop myself from thinking about her name,but I think she's my primary school classmate.No,she must be,or else I'll kill myself.

I think that's why people say I'm cold-blooded.I never remember people's name.

Anyway,it's Christmas!Received EvilYun's Christmas card from Ireland,very cool one.And I also received a card from Garfield and HelloKitty,handmade by Garfield.And I also got some surprising Christmas messages from some totally surprising people,aha!

Merry Christmas.Time for me to rest.

Floods in Johor

Santa Claus is coming to town?

No,more like the flood is coming to town.

There's a terrible flood going on in Johor which concerns me,particularly my hometown, Segamat.Both my grandfather's shop and house are affected by the flood.

Guess what Abdul Ghani said,he says it's god's will.

What the heck?

Roads to Segamat are currently unaccessable.My eldest Uncle and Aunt are trapped in the shop [trying to save the goods in the shop] and my grandparents and a cousin sister are trapped at home.With no electricity and food supply,I can't imagine the situation going on there.My uncle and aunt are trapped without food;My aunt was almost flushed away by the water;And my grandparents are trapped in the first floor of the house without electricity;The cars are totally soaked in water;And the goods in the shop are totally ruined.

My cousin managed to abuse some connection,trying to get them out from the house,but my grandparents refuse to leave the house.I doubt you and I have the same thing in mind--What are they thinking?The telephone line and electricity supply has been cut,there's no way to keep in touch with them except their cell phones,but the batteries are dying slowly.How long can the battery last?

This is the worst flood that happens in these 10 years.

Xmas

Xmas is just around the corner.

I love Xmas.Although my family doesn't celebrate it,but I think it's cool.See all the malls decorated with Xmas tree and with those extremely-fake-snowman.No doubt,the Xmas feel in Singapore is way stronger than M'sia...I'll celebrate Xmas in Singapore when I got the money...

But,Xmas can be abit lonely too.I've tried staying in my room alone doing nothing during Xmas night.Ah,the loneliness will probably kill you.Last year,Xmas is celebrated in Taipei,with a whole bunch of friends where there in no space and no time for the thing called loneliness.Hmm,that's the most special Xmas I've ever had,I guess...

Anyway,I'll leaving town tomorrow,again.Haven't start packing,haven't think of what to pack.

我很不爽你咯，皮肤病...

最近大家健康都不太好，医生赚大钱咯...

我们家，除了我皮肤有问题之外，住新加坡的堂弟和堂妹也有皮肤病。我能说什么?同病相怜咯...我堂妹在几个月前因为伤口不能复原，所以到皮肤诊所去打针。

最近两个星期我真的不知道做了什么还是吃了什么，手指突然烂到这种程度。二姑说是我在部落格里骂人太多了，我弟也赞成这个说法...拜托，这是哪里来的逻辑啊?我最近有常常骂人吗?好像也没有诶...

对于皮肤病患来说，我想最痛苦的时候就是睡觉的时候。因为在那个时候我们总是不能控制自己不断的抓痒，所以伤口总是不能复原。最近的我就是这样。昨天晚上手指痒到了极限，在我恢复意识的那一刻，我的伤口已经被我抓到烂了，水泡破了，手指粘粘的。那时候的我真的很想撞墙把自己弄晕。

整支手指干到不像样，皱到不像样，连把手指伸直都有问题。啊，不爽~

我很累，但是不敢睡觉。因为我怕今晚又把手指抓烂。明天要去看医生，不知道要给他赚多少，不知道是不是又要吃药，希望不要打针...