Traveling is good?

这两天手指的状况不太好。今天已经到了不能握笔写字的地步，真折磨啊...我手指的关节脱皮脱的很严重，连弯手指都困难，碰水或清洁剂更是要我的命，晚上还会因为太痒而睡不好。真庆幸现在是假期，可以不用握笔。皮肤病缠了我那么久，我第一次觉得这是麻烦的事情，做事情都得小心翼翼，慢慢来，很怕动作太大，把皮肤扯破。以往我手指恢复的蛮快的，但是这次不知道做么，已经快一个星期多了，还是烂到一个不行，很恐怖。

明天会回吉打，也许有机会在高速大道上开车，希望开车的时候不要凸槌太多。因为要回去出席婚宴，所以只好缺席MUFY的晚宴。最近怎么一直在放别人飞机啊?感觉糟透了...但是缺席其实未必不是一件好事，因为至少我不用很伤神的花太多时间在想要穿什么。不对，我好像有一点点遗憾，一点点不爽...

每天往这里那里跑的，连上网的机会都没有，真的很不爽...

My rotting finger is causing me alot of pain.I can't hold a pen to sign or write,can't sleep because of the itch.For the first time after being tortured for such a long time,I really hate it.Everything I do,I have to do it slowly,I'm afraid that I might accidentally tear my drying skin and cause it to bleed.And,I was forced to apply all kind of cream onto my finger,making my hand feels kinda oily,that's the last thing I wanna do before going to bed.Previously,my fingers get well quite fast,but not this time.What's the cause?I was hoping you could tell me.

Tomorrow's the MUFY Graduation Night.Well,I'm not going.Will be leaving for Kedah tomorrow morning,might also have a chance to speed on highway,I mean driving...I can't say that I'm totally disappointed for not going,maybe more like a relief?At least I did not spend much time and energy on what to wear,I hate it.But still,deep down inside I felt bad,slightly...

Traveling without internet sucks.I can't even get online and do stuffs that I like.But guess what,I'll be traveling here and there until the end of December.

一年了哦...

我妹妹是S.H.E.的粉丝。最近日子过得无聊，她把S.H.E.的音乐录音带光带全搬出来‘温习’，然后自己一个人很爽的看着他们的音乐录影带学他们的舞蹈。自己爽就算了，她还打算要教我...我相信我在别方面可以有着很好的表现，但是绝对不是在舞蹈方面。

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一年前的我在干什么?那时的我应该是在为了21天的观摩团在收拾行李，准备这个准备那个。当时的我没有感到特别兴奋，也没有因为要结交更多的朋友还有离开家里3个星期而感到兴奋。大家都觉得我不太正常。我没有感到兴奋，倒是有一点点担心，担心人缘不好，交不到朋友。相处了3个星期的朋友现在各有各忙，我想这个时候应该属我最空闲了。有的飞回台湾念书，有的在苏联，有的在爱尔兰，有的在新加坡。

日子过得蛮快的，转眼间一年过去了。现在是JYing在整理着行李，她也参加了中国的观摩团。她比我正常，应该会多多少少感到一点点地兴奋，也许不多，但是至少会兴奋，哈哈...而且，她是绝对不会再交朋友上有问题的，因为她比我健谈多了。对吧?

偶尔还是会跟FanLee聊到台湾的事情。我在去年的冬天到了台湾，她则在今年秋天跟妈妈到台湾去玩。她总是后悔当时没有把五分埔的衣服全扫回来，也后悔没有把7-11的零食全都带走。

算了，我觉得应该把整个7-11搬回来我家...

观摩团的各位，快一周年咯....

December

生活有点乱。12月变得有点忙，有一点担心。担心答应过的事情做不到，想要得到的事情得不到，想要见的人见不到。总之就是担心这个担心那个，没完没了...

突然间有一点蓝。说不上是因为什么，那是一种不安。星期六的事情还没敲好，所以感觉到乱与不安。下个星期回外婆家的行程我不了解，所以更乱更不安。然后，接下来的一个星期新加坡的叔叔一家回来，亲戚与邻居的结婚晚宴陆续有来，你说，我能不乱吗?还有，成绩就快放榜了，超级的不安。

唉，人生...

不行，我越来越蓝了...

唉，我想我还是早点睡吧...

Life's abit messy.December has become some kind of disaster.Too many uncertainties,too many worries...

Am feeling blue,all in a sudden.Can't really tell why,but it's a kind of uncertainty.This Saturday's outing is still a mess,well,at least it's not what I expected.Next week,I'll be going back to Kedah,another uncertainty with a little of blue.After that,my Singapore uncle's family is coming,it's fun with abit of worry.After the fun,comes the wedding dinner of one of my cousins and my neighbour.That,is plenty of worries.Absolutely disastrous!

Getting more and more blue...

Arghh...I should get more sleep.

习惯

我习惯我所习惯的事情。最讨厌的别人为了方便某些人而要我改变什么的。

我有着很奇怪的习惯。比如说，坐我爸爸的车子的后座，我一定座右边，但是如果是坐我妈妈的车子，我一定要做左边。这是我蛮执著的一个地方。还有，我睡觉一定要盖被子，不管有没有风扇，有没有冷气，一定要盖被子。我习惯在不爽的时候不出声，不说话。我不习惯脸上随时随地都挂着笑容，也许你觉得我很不礼貌，但是笑太多脸部容易有皱纹，所以，没办法...

习惯可以是好的，也可以是坏的。习惯有时候只是一种借口，让我们继续沉沦在某件事情上的借口。人家总说：改掉你的坏习惯。说真的，你真以为习惯那么容易改吗?对一个没什么记忆的小孩子，也许改变很容易。可惜我不是小孩子。

我很讨厌改变我所习惯的事情，我讨厌变卦。我相信处理事情的方法有很多，不一定要让别人改变他的习惯来迎合你的需求，做人不可以太自私。不要因为对你个人有什么好处，你就要求别人对自己的习惯作出改变，配合你。你是谁啊?有这个资格吗?我可以忍受短暂的改变。其实那也不算改变，那叫忍。千万不要小看这个忍字，它可是按住了我的坏脾气...

每个人都有着自己的习惯。好好活着，不要去打扰人家安定的生活，那很烦。做人啊，要学会看人家的脸色，要知道什么时候应该开口，什么时候最好闭嘴。当然，还要学会站在别人的立场替别人想想。有些事情没有人会说，但是你自己要知道，有些东西是不用说的，所以你要学会去感觉附近的磁场，随机应变。

你以为世界上只有你一个吗?你以为世界以你为中心在转吗?醒醒吧...

Crazy

I've been through some crazy things in these two days.

Yesterday,went to the game arcade in Sunway Pyramid for Sega Rally.Crazy enough?That's unbelievable.The crazy part was,Yen was the one who took us there...Can't really relate her with the game arcade,I can only relate her to some encyclopedia.I'm a lame racer,kinda lose in every game,haha.

Went to KLCC with FanLee and paid $11 for the carpark.Crazy eh?But if $11 can buy me a whole day of happiness,I'm willing to pay.Happiness is foc?Nah,sometimes happiness comes with a cost.Talked about some secrets that happened some time ago,amazingly surprising. Shh... Laughed and talked about my past and her past.Unexpectedly...

I get happy easily.That's what HelloKitty said.Yes,going out with my friends make me happy.As long as it doesn't require much of my energy,just chatting and walking around the place,haha.Talking about my past makes people laugh.Indeed,probably because it's dramatic?I also enjoy listening to people's problem.I'm trained?Maybe...

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I've got a rotten finger again,on my left hand.It's kinda serious this time.Will not post a photo of it here.I don't want people to say that I post gross photos here,haha...I'll do a brief description.Extremely dry skin,with cracks that look so obvious.Yes,it's pain.It's the kind of dryness that you won't be able to beng your fingers.I'm typing using 9 fingers.The whole finger's skin has come off.And the second skin of a part of my finger has come off too,looks like it's going to bleed.Whenever that part of my finger get in contact with water, lotion, detergent, shampoo, you'll hear me shouting.

Bad day for my brother.

My brother was robbed on the way home after work at Mid Valley...

My parents went to fetch him now.They said he was robbed by a man with a knife.It must have frighten him to death...He doesn't look tough,and he is not tough at all.Kinda worrying.He might be traumatize...

Now,I will like to curse the robber.I hope some huge lorry carrying logs will bang him when he's walking on the street.I hope he'll bite his tongue,choked and die when he's eating.I hope he fells when walking on the street,and fell into some escape canal.I hope he will receive electric shock when he uses electrical appliances.I hope he has erection dysfunction,infected with STD after having sex.I hope he fells into a big longkang during a raining day and I hope he drowns.I hope birdSss shit on him while flying on top of him.I hope someone does the same thing on him,take a knife and robbed him.And stab on his balls.F@#ker!

Since my brother surrendered his cell phone,so I just called to suspend his line.DiGi is quite efficient,didn't have to wait for a long time.Nice and friendly operator.But because the line is registered under my mom's name,therefore he asked me alot of question about my mom.I can't remember my mom's IC number.Well,who cares...

Oh,he's back...One lucky thing,he didn't bring his MP3 to work.

My dad was once robbed,in front of my house,once upon a time when there were no automatic gates.My dad was wearing a watch which is famous among robbers,so the watch was taken away.What was I doing by that time?Shouting and crying.What do you expect me to do?I was only 4 or 5 when it happened.

Yes,my brother is traumatized...He's now crying on my bed.

My brother has been planning to change his lame phone,and he's going to get it now.He'll have to go and get his new sim card and reactivate his line again.

My brother is traumatized,he's okay now,laughing with my sister...

Indon maid.

I hate talking to crazy guys.It's like talking to aliens that are from some planet far away.It seems like he don't understand my language when I said I don't know,that sucks!When I say I don't know,I mean it.I mean everything I said.

This crazy guy thinks that his ex-girlfriend still likes him.Well,maybe it's true,I don't know...But seriously,there're things that I don't know and wouldn't want to know.Hell,I'm not a walking encyclopedia that knows all the happenings in the world.I'm an ordinary human being and I'm trying to act stupid.There're things that we shouldn't know.We will know when it's time,be patience.

The way he speaks,makes me wanna give him a punch on his face.

You,should seriously learn how to shut up before you accidentally triggered something dangerous.

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I've heard of some stories about maid today and I'll share it with all of you.If you're planning to hired an indon maid,you should skip the following.

There's this Indon maid,did her 'bussiness' on the car park of the bungalow early in the morning.And she was sent back to the agent,immediately.She denies it when her boss asked her,and tries to spray the feces away with water.What is she thinking?Maybe she's not used to using a toilet?Don't laugh,there are people who can't get used to the sitting-type of toilet after squating for half of their life.

Another case that I've heard is the maid eating all the good food that the master bought without asking.One of the family member likes chocolate,and she'll buy plenty of chocolates and amazingly,they noticed that the chocolates was disappearing when noone in the family has been eating it.They knew it must have been the maid,and so,the lady master went and told the maid that the chocolates are maid of pork oil[so lame].The maid said:It's okay,I'll drink plenty of water and excrete it.Okay,I'm speechless...And when the lady boss buys fruit and put it in the fridge,she'll pick the largest fruit and eat it alone.Whatever you have in the fridge,she'll help to eat.

She's smart.

Now,I'm going to amaze you with one funny story.

This maid,actually has this fantasy of being in love with the young master.She wrote in her diary saying that their love wasn't blessed because the young master is a Buddhist and she's a Muslim.According to the lady master,she wrote all kind of absurd things about her fantasy.Well,if the young master didn't have a big and round tummy at the age of 17,I wouldn't consider this as a funny story.I mean,there're so many people and you...Wow,it's abit unacceptable.

What a taste she has...

radioactive.

Radioactive is bad for health,everyone knows that.But nowadays,almost everything creates radioactive.Why can't some people just accept the fact and go on with life?Why must they avoid this and avoid that,causing all the trouble?Radioactive is everywhere.You'll probably have to stay in some cave in the mountain to avoid that.

My mom knows this someone who's very health-conscious until I sometimes get so pissed with her.Due to the radioactive created by the computer,she kinda banned the use of computers at her house.But,because he has a son who's at the same age as me,college student,they must have one.So,she did get a computer at home,the most basic kind of computer,without a burner,but with LCD flat monitor.I find it very weird because she rather spend her money on a flat screen monitor than a burner.LCD monitor have less radioactive,got it?

Okay,so she doesn't has a burner,whenever she needs to burn CD,DVD,she'll call to my house,ask my mom this and that.And at last,I'll be the one burning the disc for her.How nice of me...

And yesterday evening,she said she has a few urgent DVD to burn.My mom woke me up from my nap and asked me plenty of technical things,because we don't have DVD burner in my computer.All we have was a DVD recorder and another DVD player,connected to the TV set.It sounds abit complicated,and it is complicated if you wanna burn the DVD in that way.I'm now burning the DVD on my cousin's computer.And there's some error in it.I don't care,I don't have the time to figure out the error.

She has planty of weird theories about health issue.And she's absolutely crazy about organic food.Everything in her house is kinda organic and the house is full with crsytal,all kinds of stone that scholars said it's good for our health,charcoal which was said to have the effect of reducing radioactive,and the crap goes on.

Oh,by the way,she doesn't use a handphone,you know...She has one,but she just doens't bring it out when she's away.Why?Of course it's the radioactive.Car produces radioactive too.I suggest she sell her cars and start walking.

She should enter the Guinness World Record.

二世祖

有些家伙真的很讨厌，不知道你有没有碰过。仗着自己父母有钱，又疼爱自己所以觉得自己做什么都是对的。我呸!撞墙吧...我讨厌二世祖。

有一个比我小一年的家伙，在下着倾盆大雨，打雷的时候打电话给他妈妈，然后对妈妈说：你怎么又把我一个人丢在家啊?这家伙只要从学校回来，一定是上网玩线上游戏，妈妈在不在家他根本不管。在他家还没有申请宽频之前，他家的电话费因为他每个月都过半百。这种人...你有资格说你妈吗?

而且有的二世祖不知道是怎样，说话前都不用脑袋想一想的...曾经有某个家庭一起出外吃晚饭，然后妈妈对儿子说：啊，你不是说要去念XX学院的吗?你可以问JR啊，她现在在那里念书。你知道那家伙说什么吗?他摆出一幅很不屑的样子说：哎哟，那间学院啊，给一点钱就可以进的啦...

当时的我什么也没有说，沉住气...一回到家我就开始骂三字经。这种人真无知...

对 啦对啦，人家老子有钱的很，可以这样子塞钱让别人收他孩子。那好啊，有种你就给 我把SPM搞砸，每科给我考不及格，然后塞一点钱给人家，求人家收你。说话前要用脑袋想一想，不然像你这样，脑袋迟早会坏掉，生锈。如果人家不收你，那你 叫你老子把人家的学院买下咯，没什么大不了嘛...

仗 着自己父母很有钱，花钱都不用想。想做什么就做什么。说家里的网络路线不好，吵 着要去网咖跟朋友玩线上游戏，要买电脑，要申请宽频。后来不懂电脑的父亲特地为他买了一套很棒的名牌电脑，还为他在家里装了宽频。那家伙连打线上游戏都用 无线的Mouse和Keyboard，用的是一流的设备，最后还是吵着要去网咖，还说什么那里的气氛就是不同啦...什么屁!!而那一套很棒的名牌电脑， 用了不到一年，就被他嫌东嫌西的，嫌速度慢，嫌无线Mouse和Keyboard吃电，卖掉了，然后再买一架自己组装的电脑。像你这样，一睁开眼睛就在玩 线上游戏到半夜，你expect你的无线Mouse和Keyboard的电池可以耐多久?一点常识都没有。

穿名牌，住独立式的洋房，还没考驾照就已经跟父母说要买什么车子，说话不经大脑。真不知道这些人以后想干嘛?想靠老子一辈子啊?醒醒吧!

这种人...

好久没见面。

我们两个人之间没有想念。因为有前嫌，我们只剩下埋怨。

他所谓的想念，那只是用来圆场的谎言。

And so someone said,"I miss you so".

Somehow I know that's not a fact,it's just a fucking lie.

Such actors,speaks of everything except the truth,with a mask covering their ugly faces.

Fucking liers...