Friday 26 May 2006

没有资格说话的请不要吵!!

最近的人[某些长辈,有些还是跟我没有关系的人]有一点贪心,总是对我要求很多。让我很不自在...做人不可以这样贪心的咯...我没有反弹是因为不想吵架,绝对不是因为我妥协了...我没有妥协,只是暂时在忍耐...很努力的在想办法脱离!!

我说过我讨厌改变,我讨厌改变以后被大家觉得是发生了什么大事;讨厌改变以后得向全世界人解释为什么改变。但是,我更讨厌被周遭的人叫我改变,尤其当我跟你并没有那么熟。虽然是开玩笑的口吻,但是,我就是不爽听!我 为什么要因为我家什么人跟你说了什么,然后你又跑过来跟我说什么,我就要改变啊?我不知道在听到你们那些话之后应该给于什么反应。凭什么?就因为我给面子 你,没有在你面前发飚,所以你觉得我妥协了?一个字--屁!!我尊重你们是长辈,所以都没有怎样发飚,只以微笑带过。没有资格的各位,请不要随意发表言论,我不爽!!切记,忍耐是有限的...不要以为给我一点压力我就会屈服;不一定...我不是一个这么容易就乖乖妥协的人。

对 不起,我不是一只乖巧的羊;如果我看起来像一只羊,那我想我也是一只披着羊皮的 狼。我自认有时候[很多时候]很难被捉摸,内心真正的想法总是不那么容易让人家看透。当然,还是有些人很想会通灵一样,一眼就把我看穿,最讨厌这种家伙 了...然后表达能力又差,又懒惰去多做解释。事情累积下来,我越来越让人难以捉摸。我知道我不应该一直希望别人来了解我,我应该平凡化我自己,让别人可 以了解我...哇,很奇怪,我到底在说什么屁?但是,到底怎样?为什么应该对我了如指掌的人,现实生活中似乎没有那么的了解我?不了...

做 人不应该贪心,你总不能要求我都依你喜欢的作改变吧...如果要改变,也要使我 心甘情愿的。为什么要勉强别人附和你的喜好?为什么一定要别人做他本身不喜欢做的事情?当了那么久的人,我越来越觉得自己很窝囊,总是附和着别人的思想, 讨好别人。我快把我自己忘了...很想问自己,我把自己排在第几位了?我只是想开心一点,我不是那么在乎别人怎么想,控制不了的事情我不爽去管...我不奢望他能认同我,但是我希望至少他能不反对我喜欢的事情。

最近超不爽的!!不爽自己总是要讨好别人,很没有意思,也没有目的...人会叛逆绝对不是理由的,都是身边的人还有环境逼出来的...不要以为我的沉默代表着妥协;并没有,好不好?!不要什么事情都替我做决定,我是一个独立个体。不要给我擅自作决定,然后到处放消息,我不爽!!消息放了出去就好像代表我一定要做到?没有这种事,做梦!!

这种情况,没有别的,只让我想逃...

Wednesday 17 May 2006

认输?

长越大原来单纯的快乐
已不再我们身边很久
为什么匆匆忙忙的出门
回到家面对电视发呆
不管下雨太阳 早就不会感动
盲目的在奔跑 累了也不知道
再多喝几杯酒 以为就是解脱
那答案是什么
原来自己不聪明 原来什么都没有
原来应该了解的道理 现在才知道
原来输给了时间 原来输给了自己
原来错
长越大原来单纯的快乐
已不再我们身边很久
为什么匆匆忙忙的出门
回到家面对电视发呆
不管下雨太阳 早就不会感动
盲目的在奔跑 累了也不知道
再多喝几杯酒 以为就是解脱
那答案是什么
原来自己不聪明 原来什么都没有
原来应该了解的道理 现在才知道
原来输给了时间 原来输给了自己
原来错在不承认失败 谁可以原谅我
原来自己不聪明 原来什么都没有
原来应该了解的道理 现在才知道
原来输给了时间 原来输给了自己
原来错
原来自己不聪明 原来什么都没有
原来应该了解的道理 现在才知道
原来输给了时间 原来输给了自己
原来错在不承认失败 谁可原谅我哦~

Saturday 6 May 2006

对不起,我爱你...

你空出一双手 穿过黑夜握住我
两个人的手心里有 一整片宽阔的天空

谁都没有开口 星星也忘了闪烁
有你陪着我就可以 走到天涯的尽头

那时候 还记得那时候从 手心传过来的温柔
如果说 只能活这一天 曾经与深深相爱
我已没有遗憾

我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻 不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节 爱在心里 所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了想你的每一刻 紧紧抱着你说过的誓言
等待着我们说好的永远

并肩的两个人在银白色的街头
印下的脚印还一直在我的心里往前走

从爱的第一秒直到最后一分钟
我对我们之间没有任何后悔的理由

那时候 还记得那时候从手心传过来的温柔
如果说 只能活这一天曾经与你深深相爱
我已没有遗憾

我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻 不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节 爱在心里 所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了想你的每一刻 紧紧抱着你说过的誓言
等待着我们说好的永远

当走过的路流过的泪被落叶淹没
是你的温柔让我的心重新活过来
就算相爱的人无论如何暂时要离开
别问未来怎么办我只需要等待

我用回忆温暖了想你的每一刻 不让你离我太遥远
走在这个适合拥抱的季节 爱在心里 所以我不可怜
回忆温暖了想你的每一刻 紧紧抱着你说过的誓言
等待着我们说好的永远
回忆温暖了想你的每一刻 把最后的合照摆在窗前
想象着你也许跟我一样 正在倒数再见的时间
等着给我说好的 永远

Wednesday 3 May 2006

Think before you abuse...

Weirdo Alibaba started a weird topic this morning.Totally crap...

We were doing this Theme Study on The Outsider,a pretty boring novel.Finished the 3rd chapter and he decided to stop there.Then he said that he read an story in a newspaper.The story goes like this:

There's this boy,whose mother only had an eye.This boy didn't like his mother because his mother only had an eye.The other kids in school always joke on this boy and his mother because of that.So,this boy was very annoyed and treated his mother badly.When this boy grew up,he left home and went out to work.Suddenly[I wonder how sudden is it...],he received a news saying his mother's dead.He went back for the funeral and only then he realised that he was the one who was born with one eye.His mother donated her eyes for him so that he could live a normal like.The end~

Okay,basically,I feel that this is a lame~ story,totally pointless...Of course,I still feel that this boy's mother sacrifies an eye for her child,which is kinda touching...And this boy,totally an idiot.What's wrong with the mother if she was borned with only one eye?It's not that she wants to be so...

Anyway,here comes the point.Alibaba reckons that there's something wrong about this story.And he says that the mother is the culprit.Everyone in class was like:What the...?!He claims that this mother should have told her son that she donated him an eye.If she told him at the first place,he wouldn't have treated her that bad and this abusive thingy could be avoided...Again,I was like:What the hell is this?What kind of philosophy is that?!

Alibaba continues...

Actually,man shouldn't be blamed for the abusive cases happened.I mean,they should be blamed,but the women should also be blamed.If a woman are being abused,she had a choice to leave,why should she still stay there and continue with such life?There's a true case,a woman was being abused.Guess what she did?She put female hormon into her husband's coffee.This husband became sissy and his physical appearance changed too.So,if you're being abused,this is a good way to tackle with your husband,why divorce?

Someone asked:What if the husband ran away with another guy?

Alibaba repiled:That's even good,you can sue him and get money from him!!

Then I said:Then it'll be better to add female hormon in his food and get a guy to seduce him!He'll become sissy and you can get money from him!Is this your point?You're free from abuse faster and you get his money faster...

Well,I really wonder how did we went so far.From Theme Study,we travelled all the way to the mother who only have one eye,the son who mentally abusive his mother;The victim of abusive family who should have left when they're being abuse;Then female hormons in male's coffee;Becoming sissy and changes in physical appearance of man;Becoming gay;And victim getting money from abusers...Totally crap!!

So,the conclusion:Guys should think twice before abusing your wives...I reckon the female hormon is really terror...Muahaha...All female out there,did you learn a lesson??